...just to make me post.

Didn't get woken up by the phone, which was bad, since it meant I hadn't slept. People here, chewed sleepingpills. They worked, slept from 11 to 4 am, finally. Woke to the cramps, of course. No cramp now, alive, awake? Nah, hungover, but ok. Sleep was good, hopefully my mood improves now.

Find yourself a victim, another brand new toy
Find yourself a lover, whom you can destroy
Find another fool, pick another fight
Your love to me is poison, so get out of fight
Now everything is blurry the colours fade away
Summer feels like autumn and dark becomes the day
Everything's a mess and you won’t take me out
I have to get away from you there’s no doubt