Was out again today, rough morning, barely slept due to being upset and shaked up on sugar. My own fault for eating it, but meh. Shakes are settling, was out meeting a ..hmm.. integrator, might be a term for it. Basically talking job/social things, seems that the company I had in mind wasn't quite recommending I'd take a job there simply cause of the stress involved.

Was considering to apply for the Ubuntu QA-job, but I doubt I'd manage more than a week or two of productive work before Isolating myself and breaking down.

I want to take the camera and go outside, but I also feel so bloody upset at the world that I don't want to be outside and face it. Restless at home instead.