Been outside, Meeting with my 'contact person' at the agency who's about to make sure that I have something to do in order to deal with surviving reality.  No, I hadn't slept before.  Yes, I Was a wreck, and my back is still killing me.  No good news either, seems that she's quitting.  Great,  back to yet another person who has no clue about what a software developer does. No, he doesn't enter things into a CMDB.  No, he's not a person who "enjoys sitting by a computer screen" and no, not any job which involves fixing peoples computers will suit him.

I'm peeved, my back hurts and I can't sleep.

Blood on a tissue on the floor of the train
Sun goes down, temperature drops
Beautiful burnout, beautiful burnout

Underworld - Beautiful Burnout