MANKIND BECOMES THE WHORE TEMPLES ARE EMPTY - NO LAW FALSE RELIGIONS SHALL RISE FLAGS OF SCARLET SHALL FLY O DESTROYER OF WORLD BABYLON
...the one you turn to in need. The one to hold you and make things right. The one you break when you want a fight. I am tired, I am worn, I am salvation as it comes, the thing you only want in times of need, the thing you cannot care for or think of with a smile on your face.
I am salvation.
I have come to deliver
.....seeeebaaastian...
Mellow day, got stuff done, cleaned out the computers and shoved them into a proper corner rather than middle of the floor, Laundry, didn't sleep much, prepping food, Waiting for my own collapse right now. It'll come, I know. And I'm dreading it.
This is just a meaningless post to get into the habit of posting.
Got the site to work. Stared, felt it come over me, panicattack. Hateful , been cleaning the apartment, feverently looking for something to do. Considered cooking, realized I just wanted to put my hand on the hot stove, turned it off, ran away, can't make myself cook when I feel like this.
Don't know what to do now. Alone, nothing to do , nothing to do!
Can't focus, no gamin, no nothing.. what to do? ARGH!
I've now added two pages from the old diary code, the two that were referring to my panic-attacks and how I perceived things. They are the only ones I really wished to keep because they still feel current, so , they are promoted to "pages".
Might give away a bit too much about myself, but still, I felt the need to write those, and I didn't edit them now. Then, whats next? Getting another layer added, I guess.
Very well, I'm still missing the .htaccess, just didn't seem to work so I cannot replicate the pretty archives based on post time.
Then the question is, do I bother to repeat the entries from my old weblog? Its a lot of work to do it, and get the posts right. Or do I leave it as-is?
There are a few posts there that are good, very good even, but I might just replace those as static pages from and about myself, rather than anything else.
until then, the blog is somewhat complete, and I can use it. Comments work, woop de hoop, and the template is sorta finished. Still messy, but thats design for you.
well, this is just to fill some space so I can test the new theme I'm hacking on.
I know you'll hate it, I don't care. Everyone hates.
Well, time for me to test this out. in a bit, I guess I'll transfer the old text from the old pages to this, and backdate, paste things.
And then there is the visual style... arch
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